Today is my kor 1st mth death anniversary
1 mth ago at this date. My kor left us to another world which he went alone.. A world whereby he will never be back to our side.. No matter wat.. Even should he be reborn.. he will be with other family and not ours..

Actually at this period of time.. i really glad that i have alot of great frens and my kor buddys to be with me.. They are there at all times whenever i need help..

Bt this oso let me see the true fact of the term Best Frens or Sister.. To me is like all these while so this big unhappy event happened in my life.. Yet not even a single sms or call to ask how am i.. To think that i treat you all as my best fren and my sisters.. But yet the so call care or concern i did not seem to have.. Whats the problem i dont know.. All i know is everyone is so fake.. so disappointed.. I remembered all your bday.. i will oso try to at least make some connect with you all.. bt in the end.. when i so helpless.. when i so sad.. where are you all.. I don expect you all to come to the funeral wake.. I don expect you all to be with me.. Bt just a call, sms or even email will cause alot of problem to you all?? Totally the three of you really break my heart..

And to someone who play billard with my kor before.. Once you return to SG.. you oso din bother to sms me or call up to check hw am i..

Like wat i say.. True frens is when you are in troubles and they will always stand by you no matter wat.. And not those who don even shed any crocs tears.. I had really seen and think through of the word frenship and sisters.. If you don treasure me.. no worries.. i wont treasure you too.. From now on.. i will treat you all as my hi bye frens.. No more regarding you all as my close frens.. You all totally disappoint me..

I am touched that i really find true frens lo.. Like von.. who heard the news from me.. she show me alot of concern.. SHe even worried abt me.. How am i coping.. She know hw i am.. and sure enuff that she even took time off to come accompany me.. She been so busy with her work yet she make a effort to do tat.. She oso help me to buy some stuffs with just a call from me.. Really thanks buddha that i make such a great frens.. Thanks Yvonne for the care and concern you gave to me.. (^.^)v

For those who attended the wake, sms me, call me and email me.. Thank you all.. Thanks for all the concern.. I will always remember in my heart.. Thank you..


Word of the day: The most hurting thing is tat whom you believe to be your close frens, turn out to be someone who never show you any care or concern..