Happy birthday to me
Today is my bday.. kinda really wanna thanks to those sending me bday greeting and also thanks for all the present.. Esp thanks for the surprise.. Love the cake alot.. yummy.. cannot blame la.. me love to eat cake.. esp chocolate cakes.. my favourite...

Today got 2 cakes for me and yao yao.. cos our bday very de near... (^.^)v
She gave me an adidas bag.. actually i love tat brand alot.. dunno why... esp the feeling come to me very strongly since 2006..
Recieved one sunflower from my colleague.. and she very cute.. place it at the recept there.. then pretend tat some one delivery to me.. lol.. cute helen.. Thank you..
Then Yao yao suddenly disappear and reappear with one cake... she say from yvonne.. Thank you..

THen during lunch time, molly gave me red packet for my bday..

Went up to 38 floor for some training.. then wen i reach my desk.. omg.. another cake.. thats from Yen yen and her hubby.. for me and yao one..

Got cut the two cakes.. and took alot of fotos too.. must upload once i figure out how.. hmmmm..

Wen i reach home.. i saw another surprise.. Flower in basket from Polly.. Gosh.. the bear is soo cute.. This is the 1st time in my life i receive quite alot of surprise.. actually to be frank.. Really touch by all these move.. cos nw tats wat i need is care from frens..

Been so down during this whole period.. Every nite i had tears on my face before i fall aslp.. i have oso no idea why they wanna roll down my cheek.. maybe due to i have to be strong in front of my parents, hubby and frens.. i don wan them to worry abt me.. i jus keep it until when all is slping then my tears will come..

Sudden feel tat responsibility had increased in the speed of light.. out of sudden i had changed from the youngest and bo chap gal in the family to now.. The only child in the family to support parents... haiz.. sometimes really feel tat dunno what i did wrong.. Now i totally din have times for myself.. everyday is work, parent and money.. i cant go out to shop with my fren.. i cant go drink or dance with my frens.. i cant go ktv with my frens.. i need to accompany my parent.. although at times they went to find their own fren to chat with, leaving me alone in the hse.. bt nw i will like them to know when they come back, they can see me..

Hai.. my mom nw thinking of the past.. talking abt the past.. haiz...

oh ya.. i cannot eat nw le.. dotz.. tml i gotta go for company checkup.. hope that i got all the test pass.. *praying hard*