Feeling Lotsa things in my mind.. Lotsa feeling hidding within..
Sometimes jus wish that my kor is still ard.. At least he was still the favourite child at home.. I am just like someone accidentially came into the "happy" family. Whatever i do, she never seem to be happy. All she pick is those faults that she don like. I cannot live my life as what i want to live.. I must follow what she arrange?? But i am who i am..
At times i still thinking, if i am the one gone, will she be so sad? Or maybe will be glad..
Haiz.. I cannot choose as i am fated to be part of the family.. But does i deserve all the treatment?? Envy ppl with family that concerned abt them. Giving them freedom and support to do whatever they choose to do..
People knowing me thinking that i am bubbly or cheerful.. But like all other ppl, behind every smile, you never know what is hiding behind it.. Saddness only hubby saw.. Tears only hubby wipe off for me..
This blog is the only channel for me to vent off my emotions....
I write what i want to write, so i don really care of what others say abt my blog.. Read it or leave it.. up to you to choose..
Gg crazy soon cos exams coming.. Haiz.. So pardon me abt the "untidy" in this post.. Maybe after exams will be more better.. Hopefully.