Sick
Ha ha.. Today my turn to fall sick le.. Last nite my throat got scalded by hot soup.. drank it too fast la.. So haiz.. Then abt 12am i prepare to go zzzz le.. Once lay on my mattress not long, straight got puking feeling. Made a fast dash to basin.. Vomit out and feeling quite good.. So well i guess i should be puking more, i go watch some tv lo.. True enuff.. I keep on vomiting til abt 2am then stop.. Practically i vomitted out everything i ate ytd.. From Brunch to Dinner. haiz..

Actually i not scare of vomit. In fact according to wat darling told me is that i very good in vomitting lo.. Over eat, i will vomit. Cough a bit i will oso vomit. bla bla bla.. But last nite vomit a bit buay tahan for me la.. cos if you all got experience in vomitting, you all will know the worse part is when you gotta vomit uncontrollable til everything in your stomach is out.. Gastric juice is wat is left in the vomit.

A bit er xin rite.. but that is wat i undergo last nite..

Today wake up feeling my throat quite burning feeling.. Maybe got hurt from the gastric juice.. haiz.. Initially thinking tonite gg to meet adele and von.. but but.. really not feeling that well la.. haiz.. so forgo abt it lo. stay at home and rest..

Oh ya last nite oso got some happening in my house.. As usual at 9pm i am watching x-family.. Crying to the show.. sob sob.. Cos xia tian gg to die.. omg.. my xia tian.. (T.T) while i engrossed in my show, my mom sudden shout out for me.. -_-"

Tot wat happen sia.. Not soo willingly to leave my show.. *sob sob.. Xia Tian* But my mom voice is gg to be in yelling mode.. so faster chiong to her..

Well in chinese, there is a belief that if there is anyone in the family passed away, they will come back to visit the family in form of moth.. Got one white moth jus outside my house door.. then my mom keep saying is kor kor come back.. Mom want me to talk to the moth.. But errr.. so i said hi kor.. Then my mom cannot control herself.. Abit in crazy stage.. Keep talking and trying to get the moth and sayang it.. (-__-) Ok.. My mom got abit drunk la.. After that the moth flew away.. My mom started crying and say. Is kor kor back le.. Kor kor come back le.. haiz.. I think my mom misses my kor too much.. Even one slightest thing she will link it to my kor. She haven let go of wat is gg on. She still living in her own world.
Anyway after the moth flew away, i continue back to the show.. nothing much i can do wat.. The fact is my kor is already gone. there is nothing we can do abt it. Only we got to learn to accept the fact and move on with our lives. Up to now, think my whole family haven let go and move on ba.. haiz..

Aiya don say so sad thing le.. Gotta go rest liao..