haiz
Well well.. Last week wasnt my week sia.. so much thing happen..

Haiz.. 1stly is tat my mom flare up at me. for like something she bear in her heart for so long yet she don want to say it out. Until the final mins which she had no choice for her to bottle up, she jus flare at me. Actually not really my fault but i am the only one which she can say or scold. No way she can go scolding my dad cos she will kana from house God. So i am the only one lo.

Actually in life, if there wasnt any comparsion gg on, there should be more peace ba. Why is there so much to compare.. Even between sibling oso there are so much things to compare.. Eg: wah your brother is more good la, will give more money to the house la. Bla bla bla.. Or even between older generation type: eg: Wah your cousin is better la.. Will bring your auntie go out eat la, shit la, play la...

I mean if cousin they all so good. Fine la.. All of us living at DIFFERENT HOUSE ok.. they rich their business.. Not mine. What so concern abt me. I have no idea why my very own auntie like to compare so much.. Booast abt their family so much.. i have totally clueless lo. 1st thing is tat she had a good hubby who dote her so much yet she want to complain.. She got three good kids (which i admit). But she still think that not good enuff. I dunno whats more she want. She got so much things yet so is still greedy for more. Human are so hard to please. What more is that she like to tell my mom. Then my mom will feel that she is so poor thing. So as a result, my mom will demand more. As not to lose out. Haiz.. Whats more i can do.. My aunt got 3 kids to provide her. My hse now only me. What kind of tooo good life i can provide. I am now trying so hard to study my ACCA in order to earn more money as an accountant in future. I oso wish that i can give them a good life. But at current moment, we will sure undergo some hard time wat.. So i really pray hard that my auntie STOP COMPARING AND BOOAST ABT HER FAMILY. Actually my auntie is a lovely auntie to me and my brother. But she got one character which is cannot lose to other. Typical Singaporean. Haiz. I having so much problem liao. Yet now seem like its been increasing.

Then 2ndly after my mom flared at me, i flared at my Hubby. Well in result of cos is a BIG BIG QUARREL. haiz.... But glad that we make up very fast.

I got one mom whom keep everything to herself. Don want to let go the past. Keep holding to the bad past. Adding to her sadness. If there is one day, she is willingly to let go. I think she will be more happy than now. Really hope that she can let go. Think positive. Stop letting those stupid idea from her dunno where source to influence her. If this goes on, it will only let the whole family ties getting worse.

Well now actually i planning to go find some part time work. Hubby don really allow. He in fact thinking that i should concentrate on my studies. But i think without any income to my family, how will we be surviving. so now on i will go find work.. any lobang can tell me ok..